An Open Letter to Myself Before I Turn 45 : Embracing the Future
Dear Me,
As we approach this milestone of turning 45, I can’t help but reflect on the journey that has brought us here and the path that lies ahead. Aging hasn’t always been easy for us—in fact, we’ve had our fair share of resisting it. But now, standing at the threshold of this new chapter, I find myself embracing the future with a newfound sense of excitement and purpose.
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Witch Shit & Jesus
Growing up in a Catholic household, the concept of God was central to my upbringing. I found comfort in the rituals, prayers, and the belief in a higher power that watched over us all. As I’ve journeyed through life, however, my spiritual path has taken a more eclectic turn—one that some might find unexpected.
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In today’s world, staying informed about our government is crucial. From policies affecting healthcare and education to decisions impacting the environment and civil rights, our votes shape the future of our communities and our country. But how do we balance this responsibility with our own well-being?
As a concerned citizen, I’ve often found myself immersed in the constant stream of political news and debates. It’s easy to get caught up in the urgency of it all, fearing the consequences of not paying attention. Yet, this engagement comes at a cost—sleepless nights filled with worry and anxiety about the direction our nation might take.
Unapologetically Me
Entering my 40s has brought about a fierce transformation. I’ve shed the layers of societal expectations and unapologetically embraced my true self. No longer do I feel the need to keep my mouth shut, to apologize for my boldness, or to minimize my worth. This decade of my life is dedicated to being authentically me, with no room for regret.
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I just asked AI to come up with a title for a junk journaling project I’m doing and one of the choices was; “Eloquent Echoes: A Journey of Art and Soul for the Woman in Her Prime”.
……….Is that an omen?
……….Is this the best it’s gonna get??
AM I IN MY PRIME?!?!
Hey there! I’m Michelle, a 40-something introvert with a snarky sense of humor and a creative spirit. I often find myself brimming with big ideas, though I don’t always manage to see them through to the end. My love for collecting craft supplies knows no bounds, and I find joy in the little things, like a new book, a favorite song, or the company of my beloved cat, Beef.
I’m drawn to the vibrant colors of rainbows and the whimsical charm of unicorns. Office supplies are my guilty pleasure, and “Napoleon Dynamite” never fails to make me laugh. Green, in all its beautiful shades, is my favorite color, and Lemonheads are my go-to treat. My world revolves around my wonderful family—my husband, kids, and grandkids—who bring so much joy to my life.
This blog is my personal vision board where I plan to share my book reviews, fun discoveries from the internet, and yes, a fair share of complaints. I believe in the interconnectedness of past lives, the magic of soulmates, the presence of God, and the existence of ghosts. I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason, though I’m skeptical about Bigfoot and the Loch Ness Monster—surely they can’t be that elusive.
For me, profanity is an art form, and I sometimes speak my mind a bit too freely, especially when I’m irritated. Politically, I lean to the left and have a strong belief in equality for all. I’m unapologetically loud and bossy, prone to moments of craziness, and I’ve been told I can be alarmingly anti-social. Despite my quirks, I’m incredibly loyal and believe in giving people second chances, even though I can hold a grudge like nobody’s business.
My personality is a mix of contrasts—I can be manipulative, mean, and vulgar, yet I’m also capable of great kindness and generosity. My best qualities are often my worst, a fact that makes perfect sense to those who truly know me. Welcome to my quirky, colorful world, where creativity, honesty, and a bit of chaos reign supreme.
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